Friday, January 21, 2011

I feel...

Distraught                                                                       Spiritually uplifted.

In love.             
    Heart broken
        surrounded
                                                     complacent
                                     organized
                                 messy
                                                                                    successful
alone 
lost




Empty.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

In The Beginning

So I decided to start this for various reasons. We will see how far I go with this. As for now, I do have something to write my first post about...
Opinions.
Yes, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I am totally for allowing people to speak their mind, but when it comes to insulting other people's opinions, I lose it!
I think it is great when people are so strong and set in their ways, but lately I feel like certain people have constantly been bashing everything I enjoy.
This is not just a rant about how I dislike people insulting my opinions, it is a chance for you to understand what I truly love, and why.
Color Guard.
I love Color Guard. I would leave it at that, but most of you reading this may insult it because of your ignorance on the subject. Color Guard/ Winter Guard is not dancing around on a floor making a fool of yourself to please the public. Color Guard truly is something beautiful created by movement in dance and equipment. You will never understand the rush of perfecting work, or the thrill of hearing the crowd cheer for you and your guard...until you do it; until your guard is successful enough to earn that amazing  feeling from the audience. I have participated in various activities through my life such as Softball, Swimming, Tennis, Track, Volley ball, Basket ball, etc. but none of those have given me such pleasure and happiness as color guard has. Honestly I do not believe anything ever will. I know most of you won't understand how I feel, but maybe you will learn to respect my love for color guard.
Church.
This one will be plain and simple. I will never agree with any one that says The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is not true. We practice wholesome values that help us to better ourselves daily, constantly bringing ourselves closer to Christ. Anyone who desires to have a discussion with me should know I am more than willing to share the gospel with them, but the second you plan to argue with me, I will shut down. I refuse to discuss the Lord's work in such a manner of irreverence. I live to represent Christ, and provide a safe and healthy environment for my peers to dwell in, and in return I simply hope for the same respect however, kids and even some adults do not have the decency to provide such an environment for those around them. Kind of sad. I know.
PERSONALITY
I have always had a very loud and colorful personality. I never disrespect people's personal space or "alone" time, but when I'm having fun with friends, I'm going to have a lot of fun with my friends! I have often been told that I am too loud, my laugh is often made fun of because of how loud it is, and some people even find me annoying? How? I don't know either. Honestly, I love most people, I try to be kind to everyone to make things more comfortable for all people. If anyone has a problem with how I am, then I prefer it to be kept to themselves, because frankly, other people's opinions no matter how much I value them, should be kept to themselves. Please and Thank you.