I wish so badly that I could beat BYU-I right now...

withdrawls

I feel like Glee is a part of me, and now that it is not on anymore...I feel an emotional separation.

Sad isn't it?

Be Not Slothful

 Both of these boys are angels.

No Worries My Dear.

My dear Doll,

You know who you are.

You are such a gem.

I wish you could understand how great your individual worth is.

I want the best for you.

I know that you are upset about me leaving for college.

Even though I am leaving, our friendship is not ending.

That is a promise from the bottom of my heart.

You know you mean alot to me, and I wish great things for you.

You are so smart.

You are so beautiful, and I wish you could see your self through my eyes.

You may have a copious amount of things to get you down,

but you always grin and bear it, even when you should not have to.

You have been a marvelous friend to me.

I never before would have imagined how great our friendship would be.

I truly hope that me leaving for college will not hold you back from happiness.

The world is waiting for you to explore it.

So don't let the physical separation hold you back from doing anything.

I know for a fact that you are capable of anything. I mean it.

I know words may not make you feel better when I am gone and you are missing me,

but I hope this will ring you some comfort.

You are such a fine girl,

and sooner than you know it you will be such a great woman.

I love you very much, remember that.

Life is a playground

Well, I just want to write something since I haven't in a while. I'm watching big Bang theory with my mom. I love this show, it is so funny. I have enjoyed this week off from school, getting this taste of freedom is simply exciting me for graduation even more! I applied to about 5 nanny jobs for the summer to hopefully earn more money for college, but have yet to hear any replies. I'm too impatient for this stuff. You know what I have noticed since yesterday now that a boy from BYU is working with me, BYU kids say "frick" ALOT. atleast some of them do. And I don't like it. The commandment says "thou shalt not swear" not "thou shalt not say the f-word but moderated versions of it are okay" I just find it kind of annoying. Another thing. Now my mom is watching CSI. I HATE this show. I am way way way too sensitive for this kind of stuff. I get irritated at seeing a dead roach, anything with death or torture makes me feel like throwing up. It literally makes me weak to think about someone being tortured. I understand that she likes the scientific part of it and all, but this show is just so gross to me. I don't want to go back to school... I want to just go to BYU already, but I don't look forward to leaving all my lovelies back here in town. It will be very hard, but I know I will enjoy it so much!Well I'm going to stop blabbering now, I'm going to go watch a movie, maybe I'll write about it later! haha, we will see!

Well.

I hope you don't think you are my knight in shining armor.

So today..

At work

A lady with a 7 month old baby came in.

A three month pregnant lady came in.

And the cutest couple EVER came in. 

The wife is five months pregnant, and the husband couldn't care more about his wife and his future baby.

All of this made me remember how much I yearn to have a little family of my own with a 

cute chubby baby all to my self.

Darn time, and my lack of age.

When I am married and have babies, I will cherish my husband and kids more than life.